This is a very sensitive subject but it must be addressed. As a medium, one who is sensitive to the thoughts and emotions of those crossed in spirit, I have had some very interesting and consistent information passed on by those who come before me on the subject of suicide.

We must first embrace the concept, we are energy, thoughts and feelings are energy, are physical body is energy. Then so is anything we put into our bodies including so called" safe" or prescribed medicines.

Over a period of 5 years this is what I am shown when those before me wish to contact a loved one who has crossed because of suicide with an "anti" connection.

First it is a Picasso painting. The side view of face, with distorted features and a disoriented look to it. Then the flat line. It is in that flash I know I am connected with one who feels responsible for taking their life.

I have sat before mothers and fathers, children, siblings, spouses, grandparents and friends, in deep pain, grief and confusion.

I have seen them cry and smile back in gratitude as they learn about the final moment of their loved one life.

Again always consistent, they are separate from who they "really" are. Maybe we need to embrace the higher truth of that before we can begin to understand them. I will leave that for another blog. I wish to stay on the subject here.

This medicine carries a lower frequency into the physical body that can and will alter our frequency. The frequency of our physical body is created by our thought patterns and emotions connected to them.

When we pray, meditate, live in gratitude, connect to nature or embrace a certain perception in life that invokes happiness, love and healing we carry a higher vibration frequency.

When we are sad, confused, angry, jealous, unforgiving or living as the victim we are in lower frequency. There are many emotions and much more about this than can be explained and I would gladly help you with that. But for now, again I will stay on this subject.

When we take any of the "anti" labeled medicines as well as any of the personality altering drugs for children (need the name be mentioned), well there are many, we lower the frequency.

Now comes the flat line. The flat line according to the spirit world is simply when we exist in the world. Think about that for a moment. When you only "exist" in a relationship, job or experience it can be unfulfilling and even depressing if you do not move the self through or from the experience.

Other ways one can exist in lower frequency are, undisciplined thought patterns (which creates reactive emotional expression instead of active or disciplined), which influences a unhappy perception of life, alcoholism, recreational drug use, to name a few.

The medicine holds the frequency which creates the flat line symbolism.

The Picasso is the altered perception of their life. This is how they express the disorientation and the inability to rationalize. This is where the Self and Spirit completely detach. In metaphysics the Self and Spirit need to be working together. The Spirit or Consciousness knows this is one reason it has returned to physical form. This concept may seem unnatural and confusing but it is the truth.

When one (Self) makes the choice to take their physical life they are in complete separation with their Spirit. They show it much like an out of body experience; they are observing the act in which physical death is the outcome.

I have countless stories, all ages and all walks of life; a child, husband and mothers. What saddens me is it seems to be preventable.

The medicines do not allow the body to lift in frequency, especially if there is no understanding of the power within, God, Universe, Oneness, call it what you like to help them along while trying to gain inner peace, understanding or guidance A higher understanding of who we are and teaching one another this is within is so important! They do not allow the NATURAL ABLILITY we all have to understand our emotions and direct thoughts into a place of healing.

There is more I can share but if this can help just one person understand what is going on inside themself or someone they care for then it is worth putting it out there.

I used to say I am not "anti" anything in the world of medicine but on a weekly basis and now it's hitting closer to home, I AM. Interesting way of putting it for those of you who understand the "I AM" teachings.

If you have a hard time believing this just listen to the media. Need I mention Anna Nicole, Heath Ledger and now Michael Jackson. Their medicine cabinets say it all.

Very recently a young girl filled with love and God in her life kept showing me a tiny orange pill. Her mother said she was not on any anti related medicines and the toxicology report backed that up. But she showed me a little pill more than once. It was confusing but I cannot change what I am shown. I unconditionally trust these visions and am extremely careful in interpreting them. But the question remained, "Why" would she. She had a very close relationship with her mother and her sister. Between the two wouldn’t one of them see her confusion? We have all been told the pill can make us moody, etc.. So considering the other option of risk we stay on.

A discussion between a woman and myself took place just the other day and this subject came up. She said she had this same "reaction" to her birth control pills every time she went back on them. The young girl I had channeled literally flashed into my vision. She was there to show me the little orange pill! I contacted her mother immediately and asked if she was on birth control pills, yes she was. Not every woman and girl on birth cntrol are going to get to the point of a Spirit/Self separation. But to help those who may it is better to be aware it is a possibility.

I would only hop this information would help a doctor, mother, father or sibling recognize the signs for someone they love or are treating. Science and Spirituality can work together and are meant to. This relationship has come along way, meditation is often "prescribed" to help reduce stress. I have seen miracles and I have seen depths of sadness in these channelings. Let us honor the message and learn from this.

If I can help anyone please feel free to contact me. After many years of channeling suicides very, very few are not related to these medicines. But the understanding of how the mind and heart "work" together is evidently important, at any age. Energy will express itself on every level and the consequences can be divine or devastating. Peace~love~healing. Beth Lynch